I'm in one. There's not one significant cause. Just a total eclipse of several minor ones.
I can get extremely myopic when I'm faced with too many hardships. Even minor ones.
I try to find reasons for my lack of reason. My Attention Deficit Disorder is a major handicap when it comes to prioritizing and solving immediate problems. My Henny Penny nature is a huge problem. In other words, I have no perspective. When the sky is falling, who can worry about the details? Unfortunately, taking care of details goes a long way in preventing the sky from falling.
Funny thing. I was with a friend the other day, and a tag on the back of my shirt collar was driving me crazy. I told her that I couldn't think about anything but the stupid tag. That I liked shirts with the tags printed on the fabric rather than a stiff, sewn on label. She told me that children with ADD tended to be bothered by tags on their clothing. Whoa...
The irony is that when I notice the tag, I go in search of scissors with the intention of cutting it out. Even though I have 120 pairs of scissors, I can't find a single pair. And on my scissor search, I get distracted by random things along the way. So frustrating.
Have I mentioned that I'm frustrated?
I'm going to close now. I have responsibilites. I'd like to run away from them, but I won't. I'll suck it up. And maybe I'll make some macaroni and cheese. I swear, of anything in this world, m&c is the panacea. The cure for all that ails me.
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